The best way to confess your love is by addressing a letter to your beloved and I’m not talking about emails or IM’s ; the sheer joy of receiving a paper with words inked on it, perhaps a silk ribbon tied over drenched in the scent of your lover*#priceless* - I miss that. We no longer write to each other nor send out greetings (what a pity!) because; believe it or not we take our loved ones for granted. Our false belief that “they are just a call away” prevents us from reaching out to them. I wish I could go back in time just to feel that anticipation, to realize the true meaning of #yearnings. I haven’t had a letter addressed to me ever- someday I might #wishfulthinking. Until then I’m just going to think about the things #technology has devoid us of. And you- you can pen down one for the one you #love.
I once read a quote by bronte which best explains my situation. Similar to hers my heart has been pinched to death and flung back to me, it isn’t too bad because you feel with your heart and since mine has been destroyed, I have lost the ability to feel for him.
Its been tough but I know I will survive.
Its so weird I feel that this might not be my fairy tale after all. Its like my castle is crumbling down to pieces.
I can curse my fate but deep down I sort of knew it wasn’t meant to be….and I cannot blame anyone for it.
People would think its his fault to have me go through all this suffering, but like I told mom..how can I blame him; he too like me is seeking love; may be I lacked something or may be I had more than what he wanted. The thing about marriage is, that it has nothing to do with settling for the best, its about settling with someone who are just sufficient for us.
Idk why are we fed these lies that opposites attract; no they don’t. I feel so because the people I have seen together aren’t exactly very different they are just sort of in a role play. When you love someone you often pretend to be weak, needy, clingy: we change. I’m sure you’d agree to it cause this change that has been brought about in us; is a foul play of our brain and hormones.
Forgetting someone is easy; what is difficult is getting rid of that idea; that feeling of euphoria with them. Pretty close to addiction.
I’m no one to judge though…getting rejected is sad but what’s even worse is a person who cannot own up to it and convey it to you.
That my darling sucks…!!
Inna Deriglazova (Russia) competes with Ysaora Thibus (France) in Women’s Foil Individual #Fencing #olympics #day1